Random rambling... (includes pointless whining. Too bad, you friended me:P)
It seems that my LJ and my IJ are not turning into mirror images of each other, after all. (Mostly because I'm too lazy to cross-post -not actually cross-post but you know what I mean- my entries.)
OD'd on stress because of my hp_prisonerfest fic (on LJ) still but I managed to write very strong and disturbing end scene which was exremely relieving as I had no idea how to end the damn thing and good (or maybe bad...) endings are absolutely important. Of course it needs a lot of polishing but hey, I'm not in the first draft phase yet so I have to re-write the whole damn thing a few times anyway. Of course I am trying to write as well as I ever am able (hey, world really doesn't need more lousy fanfiction) but now this is somewhat different as my fic will be a gift for someone else, so it must be perfect ...or at least as near perfection as I am ever able to write). Ah, writing something really evil feels so absolutely good.
Also, I decided that today was a good day to spend something like half of my monthly budget on books and goth clothes. The rather huge (1446 pages) Finnish-English dictionary is a real blessing while writing and my new corset (pinstripe with some black pvc bondage stuff) is absolutely beautiful. *somewhat looking for a party to attend just to flaunt myself* Sadly, some bastard had bought all Battle Angel Alita mangas and the English version of 200 by Frank Miller from my favourite second-hand bookshop at the time when my budget was going straight (<- eww! het!) to the Eternal Void. Well, I'll buy those from somewhere else.
On good notes, I'm going with![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
luciusmistress and her parents (the only parents of my friends who happen to like me:D) to their shared summer cottage. On bad notes, there is no electricity. (Waargh, no Internet!)
Oh, and I just found an online version of "Might is Right" by Ragnar Redbeard (whoever he was). Yay! (I had the book but one of my irritating exes loaned it and later disappered off the face of the earth.)
lethargicOD'd on stress because of my hp_prisonerfest fic (on LJ) still but I managed to write very strong and disturbing end scene which was exremely relieving as I had no idea how to end the damn thing and good (or maybe bad...) endings are absolutely important. Of course it needs a lot of polishing but hey, I'm not in the first draft phase yet so I have to re-write the whole damn thing a few times anyway. Of course I am trying to write as well as I ever am able (hey, world really doesn't need more lousy fanfiction) but now this is somewhat different as my fic will be a gift for someone else, so it must be perfect ...or at least as near perfection as I am ever able to write). Ah, writing something really evil feels so absolutely good.
Also, I decided that today was a good day to spend something like half of my monthly budget on books and goth clothes. The rather huge (1446 pages) Finnish-English dictionary is a real blessing while writing and my new corset (pinstripe with some black pvc bondage stuff) is absolutely beautiful. *somewhat looking for a party to attend just to flaunt myself* Sadly, some bastard had bought all Battle Angel Alita mangas and the English version of 200 by Frank Miller from my favourite second-hand bookshop at the time when my budget was going straight (<- eww! het!) to the Eternal Void. Well, I'll buy those from somewhere else.
On good notes, I'm going with
luciusmistress and her parents (the only parents of my friends who happen to like me:D) to their shared summer cottage. On bad notes, there is no electricity. (Waargh, no Internet!)Oh, and I just found an online version of "Might is Right" by Ragnar Redbeard (whoever he was). Yay! (I had the book but one of my irritating exes loaned it and later disappered off the face of the earth.)